School Worries

Things are pretty much hum drum right now. For me all that is on the horizon is a new workout regime and an upcoming gym membership at SpaLady. Oh and the stress of starting school soon. You would think that I would be ecstatic to start, but sadly I am no longer pumped to go. I feel like I am doing the wrong thing by leaving my little man at home, and that I should be staying with him the whole first year. More so since we have had countless battles with transitioning to a daytime bottle. I worry to much, yes, but I am just a huge nervous wreck to be at school for a big part of the day without him. How will he eat? Will Martin be able to read all of his signs? What if he won't stop crying? These are issues I am dealing with in my head, even though I know my husband is more than capable of handling things. I guess it is just a matter of letting go of the reigns. Doesn't make the whole ordeal easier though...
Tomorrow night I am going to start trying a new sleep method along with our current one. Hopefully this will help him to get to sleep by himself without needing to be rocked every time. And hopefully he will start to sleep a lot better during naps as well! Well, here's to attempting a new bedtime routine. If it doesn't work in a week then I guess we will just go back to the current one we have. I don't mind the thirty seconds to five minutes of rocking to calm him down, but it isn't working the way we want it to for naps. Here's to hope for success with combining the new with the old routine!